Observations in Retrospect

I posted a meme recently of "A picture of you in...2020, 2021, 2022, and 2023". It got me looking back at my camera roll and i noticed my state of mind in pictures of: being a mother, going through a pandemic, trying to make a relationship work, and being 'single'.


The last few years i definately haven't taken as many pictures of myself as i used to; most of my camera roll is Henry or cats to be honest. But i could definitely tell when i was most happy and when i was masking. 

March 2020


April 2020


August 2020


August 2020


February 2021

July 2021


September 2021


September 2021






January 2022

February 2022



January 2022


July 2022

July 2022

October 2022



January 2023

Jan 2023







January 2023



Ive found that im absolutely my happiest when im with Henry. But besides that im seeing myself becoming more and more genuinely happy in pictures, especially between now and this time last year. There are plenty of factors for this...less restrictions in the pandemic, not being around an abusive relationship, meeting new people, being around friends, etc. One thing is for certain: It's good to see me again. 

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